The Beginning
Hi everyone! Well this is my very first time to do some bloggings and I'm not sure if I'm gonna be good about it, but anyways first things first let me introduce myself ☺
My real name is Jessica, I'm a 95liner, people around me used to call me Jess, Jhe, Issa , Jessa, and Jeca but, out of all I prefer Jhe. I love to write about things that I see, everything I feel and think. Well people says writing is a cure from your tired days and I say yes! Coz for me, writing is the only thing that makes me stand firm, it gives me so much energy and healing from a day's stranded thoughts. I work as a Telecom associate on a Telco Company haha obviously, hmm I wrote some stuffs like songs, poetries, essays etc. I'm a very reserved person everytime I'm alone but I guess if I'm with my friends, I a very jolly person who laughs out loud 😂
So why I came here and decided to do some blogging? To be honest, everything that brought me here were just coincidences haha I say that because I was just searching some answers about the things I can't even resolve for the past few weeks... Lately I've been thinking about a friend of mine who had died because of depression, I did some research of why a depressed patient cannot able to cope up with lots of stress and sadness? well I guess it all depends on what stage and kind of depression an specific patient has. My friend died almost 2years ago.. I've known him as a very talented, jolly, deep, smart and a loving person but who would have thought that behind those sweet smile hides the pain inside his heart. To be honest I can't still let go of him, I still cry everytime I think of him coz he was a very precious friend but what can I say? at the very least I know his already smiling now and had let go of those pain he struggled for the past 10years.
I think I'm gonna skip the drama right here coz my tears starts to fall again.. So um as my first time to do some bloggings, I don't know if there's some standards here that I need to follow or what up but yeah it's been a lot of fun while writing. So I guess I should stop by here first and I'll write some stuffs on my next entry. Bye! 👋
My real name is Jessica, I'm a 95liner, people around me used to call me Jess, Jhe, Issa , Jessa, and Jeca but, out of all I prefer Jhe. I love to write about things that I see, everything I feel and think. Well people says writing is a cure from your tired days and I say yes! Coz for me, writing is the only thing that makes me stand firm, it gives me so much energy and healing from a day's stranded thoughts. I work as a Telecom associate on a Telco Company haha obviously, hmm I wrote some stuffs like songs, poetries, essays etc. I'm a very reserved person everytime I'm alone but I guess if I'm with my friends, I a very jolly person who laughs out loud 😂
So why I came here and decided to do some blogging? To be honest, everything that brought me here were just coincidences haha I say that because I was just searching some answers about the things I can't even resolve for the past few weeks... Lately I've been thinking about a friend of mine who had died because of depression, I did some research of why a depressed patient cannot able to cope up with lots of stress and sadness? well I guess it all depends on what stage and kind of depression an specific patient has. My friend died almost 2years ago.. I've known him as a very talented, jolly, deep, smart and a loving person but who would have thought that behind those sweet smile hides the pain inside his heart. To be honest I can't still let go of him, I still cry everytime I think of him coz he was a very precious friend but what can I say? at the very least I know his already smiling now and had let go of those pain he struggled for the past 10years.
I think I'm gonna skip the drama right here coz my tears starts to fall again.. So um as my first time to do some bloggings, I don't know if there's some standards here that I need to follow or what up but yeah it's been a lot of fun while writing. So I guess I should stop by here first and I'll write some stuffs on my next entry. Bye! 👋
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